There's No Turning Back

Experiencing such a full range of emotions in the course of a day is exhausting. I have a persisting feeling of wanted to turn back. I am having "I'm scared shitless" day. Bo matter how "empowering you hear people talk about giving birth - All I can think is...I don't care to be empowered, I don't event care to be privy to the "miracle of birth" - I want to be gassed and wake up the next day like nothing ever happened. I don't get all this talk about "empowered...the power of the woman...I think it is all some way of coping with what it really is...damn painful.

Very tired today...can't wait to get home, have nap and do yoga and try to get in touch with my Inner power - tee hee....errrgh.